Tag Archives: New Year

2011

2011 and I find myself floating in a sea of uncertainty.  I suppose this is what most people go through with the changing of the yearly guard.  What have I done so far?  What can I accomplish next year?  Will I really do anything other than survive, again?

I don’t want to just survive anymore.  Throughout my twenty-two years of this existence, I have been productive and yet I feel as if I have never achieved a goal truly important to me.  Money, stature – this matters little when I have no sense of self, no sense of who I am.  I wish only answers to these questions in the coming year.

New Year’s resolution: find answers.  Who is Moses Haygood?  Where did he come from?  And did/does anyone out there miss him?  Score – more questions than answers.  I hope to change that balance by year’s end.

M. Haygood