2011 and I find myself floating in a sea of uncertainty. I suppose this is what most people go through with the changing of the yearly guard. What have I done so far? What can I accomplish next year? Will I really do anything other than survive, again?
I don’t want to just survive anymore. Throughout my twenty-two years of this existence, I have been productive and yet I feel as if I have never achieved a goal truly important to me. Money, stature – this matters little when I have no sense of self, no sense of who I am. I wish only answers to these questions in the coming year.
New Year’s resolution: find answers. Who is Moses Haygood? Where did he come from? And did/does anyone out there miss him? Score – more questions than answers. I hope to change that balance by year’s end.